‘Cause I am hanging on every word you say and,
Even if you don’t want to speak tonight that’s alright,
Alright with me.
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven’s door and listen to you breathing,
Is where I want to be.
Yeah.
Where I want to be.

I’m looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I’m,
Trying to identify the voices in my head.
God which one’s you?
Let me feel one more time what it feels like to feel alive,
And break these calluses off of me,
One more time.

‘Cause I am hanging on every word you say and,
Even if you don’t want to speak tonight that’s alright,
Alright with me.
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside your door and listen to you breathing,
Is where I want to be.
Yeah.

I don’t want a thing from you.
Bet you’re tired of me waiting for the scraps to fall off your table to the ground.

‘Cause I just want to be here now.

‘Cause I am hanging on every word you say and,
Even if you don’t want to speak tonight that’s alright,
Alright with me.
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven’s door and listen to you breathing,
Is where I want to be.
Yeah.

‘Cause I am hanging on every word you say and,
Even if you don’t want to speak tonight that’s alright,
Alright with me.
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven’s door and listen to you breathing,
Is where I want to be.
Yeah.
Where I want to be.
Where I want to be….

lifehouse - breathing

12.09 in the morning..

Sound of piano from the promise – michael newman menemani hujan rintik yg menerpa jendela kamar..

Log in to web site.. found some interesting facts.. whoawww…

Sms di kirim.. to all of my friends that have been giving me support so much until this..

For my bro that have givin me so much help and time..

For my lovely sunshine that have been giving me faith..

For all of my friends in this entire world.. thank you..

I still have my friends..

The journey is not over yet..

The world is for the one who want to fight..

Hari ini matahari enggan menampakkan wajahnya, dia sepertinya memilih untuk bersembunyi di balik awan..
Hari ini matahari tidak seperti biasanya.. sinarnya yg selalu ceria yg memberikan harapan kepadanya banyak orang seakan hilang tak berbekas..

Aku cma bisa berharap bahwa hari ini tidak hujan.. jgn hujan lgi..

Waking up at the middle of the night.. trying recognize where I’am because this place is seems familiar..
It was dark. But I notice that this is my brother room..
ahhh… I remember.. after one hell of a day..
brgkt subuh2 dr mess ke PKU.. flight from PKU to CKG.. f*ck I’ve been sleep along the journey.. interview..
a long d*mn traffic. This is jakarta man.. and everybody wants to get in their house by maghrib.. huhhh.. .
Thanks for being such a passion to me.. I don’t know how can stand to face this day without you.. Miss you…

Dahulu kala, d rmh d Egypt Street, tinggalah kelinci porselen bernama Edward Tulane.
Kelinci itu sangat banggga pada dirinya sendiri dan memang beralasan: ia dimiliki anak perempuan bernama Abilene,
yang memperlakukannya dengan penuh dan amat sangat menyayanginya.

Lalu suatu hari ia hilang
Maka dimulailah perjalanan luar biasa Edward Tulane: dari dasar laut ke jala nelayan,
dr puncak gunung sampah ke dekat api unggun gelandangan,
dr tempat tidur anak yang sakit keras ke jalan2 dikota Memphis.
Sampai berakhir d toko boneka.

Dan selama perjalanannya itu, ia jadi tahu-bahwa hati yang plg rapuh sekalipun
dapat belajar menyayangi, kehilangan dan menyayangi lagi..

Weits.. cuti boss.. tanpa pikir panjang lagi lsg gw tulis nama gw.. mumpung halaman masih kosong. gw dpt top priority list peringkat pertama.. g ada ruginya gw g istirahat siang ini.. sukurin yg pada pulang dapet urutan bontot..
Kolom nama dan nik gw tulis dgn sukses. Tp pas lwat kolom tgl mulai cuti dan tgl kembali cuti Dengan entengnya gw tulis tidak cuti – tidak cuti

Loh.. Apa gw udah gila… huwhuwhuw.. gw emang g ambil cuti lebaran kali ini.. ngpain mikir ginian lama2 mlh bkin tambah nyesek..
Buat mamahku.. maafkan anakmu yg durhaka ini.. yg memilih untuk menghabiskan lebaran jauh dari peradaban dan kampung halaman.. bergabung dengan toyib2 yang lain diseluruh penjuru dunia yang memiliki nasib sama.. yang menggadaikan jiwanya hanya untuk uang semata..

Sigh :
At least in November nanti gw bisa pulang.. find my way back home.. meeting someone.. menepati janji2 lama.. dan membuat janji2 baru..
miss you hun..

writen after someone out there is already sleeping..
oh God.. please give me some light to follow my path in darkness..

soft opening gile.. macet total tuh jalan propinsi yg menjadi urat nadi perekonomian sumatra..
gimana enggak.. orang mall di bangun di tepi jalan persis.. parkiran jg kecil..
mgkn biaya land clearing mahal soalnya tanah masih hutan.. so mls bkin tanah luas2…

suasana makin g kondusif.. dgn banyak orang yg mau masuk mall..
pokoknya kek nonton konser persis… elu bayangin aja..
lo lagi nonton konser soundrenalin dan semua penontonny d masukin ke mall.. nah itu die..
cmn gw kurang pake helem cakil plus bendera slank yang berkibar-kibar..
gue merangsek masuk aja pke acara pegangan d pundak temen gw..
persis klo mau dapetin tempat plg depan klo kita pngin dapet tempat plg depan..
pdhl kita masuk jg gara2 pintu stadion dh jebol..

klo dh gini.. mn napsu gw belanja..
alhasil kite2 cmn ngecengin para girly2.. abg2 bau kencur.. heehhehe..
SPG bisa dicoret deh.. mrk kekny dh pasrah liat serangan gelombang masa kek gini…
let see how long does this mall can stand up.. melihat kondisi perush yg lg kek gini..